Monday, February 18, 2008

uncomfortable.

the expression, "between a rock and a hard place," well in essence i feel describes me right now.

i feel like i don't really have any place to go. i am trapped. trapped by my own decisions... my own emotions... my vices.

i guess... maybe it is more confused. yeah i am going to go with confused.

moral of the story is am struggling through a lot right now... so your prayers are needed and greatly appreciated.


O God, I feel like Abraham must have felt when he started his journey of obedience to you, not knowing where he was going. I am uncomfortable not having control of my itinerary, not being able to choose the route. While my present state of brokenness and incompleteness is not always pleasant or comfortable, at least I am accustomed to it and know my way around in it. Help me to let you lead me out into the unknown; overcome my fear with your love, my hesitancy with your hope for my wholeness.

blessings_

3 comments:

Jake said...

Here for ya buddy...And praying...

Anonymous said...

May today there be peace within. May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be. May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith. May you use those gifts that you have received, and pass on the love that has been given to you. May you be content knowing you are a child of God. Let His presence settle into your bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love. It is there for each and everyone one of us.

Jeremy said...

echo. that's all i gotta say. just remember what God did through Abraham's faith. He'll bring you there as well.